~embracing my fears~

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, Prosperity, & everything else this wonderful life has to give me!
• Fantastic friends & family who truly enhance the joy of living!
• Bella and her innocence!
• Matthew and his unconditional love he offers me everyday!
• All of you fabulous people in my life!
• Matthew for his tough love that brings me back to reality so often, thank you, I know I can be a huge challenge so often.
• Matthew patience with me being a huge challenge so often;)
• School going great!
• Facing my fear of being disapproved, worrying about what others think of me, my fear of being loved, and so many more. Promising Matthew to face them and deal with them!
• Matthew for making me realize that it was time to face and embrace them!
• Coming back to my lists and books!
• Awareness that I have gotten to far off track and that it is my own fault for everything that is happening in my life. I sent out the vibrations the universe did exactly as I asked it to.
• Shanan and her everlasting amazing friendship, I truly love & adore you!
• Everyday of my life that I am given the opportunity to live, breath, love, cry, laugh, and learn another day!
• Choosing to leave my job at the rehab center and go back to the bar so I have less stress and more time to focus on my school, therefore making sure I am set up for success!
• My incredible God!
• Love you all!