Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Having it all!

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & always!
  • Matthew coming to the course initially for me then realizing later it was for not only me but for him & us as well!
  • Matthew getting "its handled"!
  • Shanan and everything that she is to me, I love you so much and am in debt with gratitude for you in my life!
  • Shanan for being amazing to not only myself but my Matthew as well!
  • Long, honest, open, talks the whole way home with Matthew!
  • Dean & Vance what a dynamic duo, I love playing and connecting with the two of you this weekend!
  • Milt & Mary Ellen for allowing all of us crazy people to invade their home even when they chose to stay at home!
  • An extra night/day with Milt & Mary Ellen, enjoying wine on the porch listening to the waves crash against the seawall!
  • Dean being Matthews angel & knowing that he was in great hands!
  • Dean for telling me so much throughout the weekend how much he really liked Matthew!
  • Missing and thinking of Michelle JT as the "TLC" pod late night swam and performed stunts in the waters of Lake Erie!
  • Having my mom on the weekend with me and staying at the Miron's with us giving us extra connecting time this weekend!
  • Shanan naming Dean "Papa Gena" and having many laughs come out of it!
  • Finishing my Mama Gena book this afternoon and looking forward to another!
  • My Mom, I honestly could not ask for a better one!
  • Spending Monday at the Zoo with my Mom, DanaDo, Nathan, Bella, Charlie, & Matthew!
  • An amazing graduation that gave me an ab workout from laughter!
  • An incredible once again life changing experience this weekend full of life, love, tears, friendships, connections, & so much more!
  • Waking up Monday morning to the lake. Matthew & I choosing to sleep on the porch Sunday night to get the full experience of the sunrise over the lake in the morning!
  • Matthew, his willingness & want to make his life better, the unconditional love he gives to me, the undying support he offers, his love for my family & friends who are so important to my life, and our unbelievable connection & bond we share! I love you!
  • Reading the lists from all who were on the weekend and being mentioned in many of them!
  • Hearing that there is going to be a Ya-Ya reunion soon!
  • Seeing so many from the center this weekend that I love and adore!
  • Getting new tools and awareness as always after a weekend with amazing, life changing people!
  • Bella missing me and loving her so much!
  • Creating a kick ass life for myself
  • All of you and the joys you bring into my life!
  • Much Love to all!

Friday, June 22, 2007

Quick & Simple!

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday!
  • A count down with Shanan!
  • Matthew coming to the course!
  • Laughter, wine, tears, talks, & dancing with Matthew last night!
  • An early day out of work to gather things for our trip down!
  • My sister keeping Bella!
  • TUT notes!
  • Abraham quotes in my inbox!
  • Making time to do my list!
  • Reading all of your lists!
  • My life that's full of gratitude!
  • My amazing family and a mother who is always understanding, full of love, passes no judgements, and there when needed! Thank you!
  • All of you!
Whatever you're thinking about is literally like planning a future event. When you're worrying, you are planning. When you're appreciating you are planning...What are you planning? ~Abraham Hicks

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Simplicity

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & everyday of my life!
  • Finals and being done with yet another semester of school!
  • Being forced to relax and deal with things last night as I learned I can not control everything in my life. Thank you universe!
  • The course this weekend , and knowing it is going to happen just as it is meant to!
  • Family
  • Friends
  • Doing my list!
  • Life!
  • Love!
  • Bella!
  • Matthew!
  • Shanan!
  • Laughter!
  • You!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Support

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & everyday of my life!
  • Knowing that life can be "easy" no matter what others tell you. If you believe it to be true then it will be true & apply to you!
  • Checking emails, catching up, reading lists, &doing mine!
  • Support from Shanan and how awesome she is, I love you!
  • Matthew and all that I am learning in our relationship!
  • TLC for teaching me all that I know so far and for helping me see the wounded little child in others which REALLY helps me to be patient with them.
  • Matthew for having a huge heart, buying the homeless man a coffee and doughnut, and yet still wanting to do more for him.
  • Starting to watch Conversations With God the movie and knowing that even though I am far away from spiritual cinema Matthew & I can have our own at home!
  • Holding the vision with Matthew & Barb for things to work out for him to be there with us this weekend!
  • A great dinner with Matthew, Rhonda, my Dad, & Bella!
  • All of you amazing people and gifts in my life!
  • My incredible family!
  • My awesome friends!
  • Life
  • Love
  • You!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Rain!!!

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday of my life!
  • The refreshing storm we received early this morning that quenched the thirst of mother nature outside!
  • Lying in bed with Matthew and listening to the thunder outside our window.
  • Michelle's lists and her way of inspiring me through living her dream & determination!
  • All of you and the amazing impacts you have on my life daily!
  • Asking for what I want from Matthew and communicating to him what that looks like to me.
  • Him being so willing to do things for me and so open to my views.
  • Matthew watching What the Bleep do we know? and being so open to the possibilities the universe can provide to him!
  • The course this weekend and Barb holding the vision with me for Matthew to be there.
  • Matthew calling me out on things and raising my awareness levels!
  • His unconditional love & support!
  • Looking at options for Bella to help make our time together more enjoyable!
  • Listening to Bella's laughter last night as she played in the water outside with the hose!
  • Being home after a weekend full of activities!
  • Shanan and how she never ceases to amaze me. I cried so much on the way home thinking of how blessed I am to have someone as amazing as you in my life. I am overwhelmed with gratitude for you & am so glad you know this!
  • Laughing with Shanan on my way home about our 5 year plan to buy a large house duplex style and raise our families in it so that we never have to be apart!
  • Matthew laughing at our plan, expressing that he believes the only two people capable of such an idea is Shanan & I!
  • Matthew putting the power of manifesting into perspective and expressing that he feels very powerful about things in his life and the only things that scares him is when two people as powerful as Shanan & I join forces, who will win? :)
  • Matthew handling things for me when I arrived home on Sunday, meeting me at the truck, handing me a glass of wine, and telling me to just go sit and relax while he unloaded everything.
  • Our front porch routine of talking, laughter, & connection with one another!
  • Attracting abundance in my life and trusting the universe so much to handle it!
  • My "us" time with Shanan this weekend, lying in bed and just talking & supporting one another!
  • Having fully aware "pissy teenager" time with Shanan over breakfast and laughing hysterically at how much all of our sub personalities are alike & join forces!
  • My amazing grandparents and being there to watch them celebrate 50 years of unconditional love & marriage!
  • My sister graduating from High School and how proud I am of her!
  • Mama Gena, if you haven't read her yet so yourself a favor and do!
  • Laughter
  • Tears
  • Happiness
  • Family
  • Friends
  • All of you!
  • Much Love!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Serenity

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday of my life!
  • Choosing to take out time for me today, checking emails, doing my list, reading all of yours, & all the other ways to stay connected with all of you amazing people!
  • Adding Barb, Matthew, & Travis to my glog recipients! Why I did not do this sooner is beyond me, so grateful I am blonde and so well known for it, this prevents hard feelings ;)!
  • Mama Gena & Michelle JT for the introduction!
  • Starting a brag email & other Mama Gena recommended emails with Shanan!
  • Choices in life!
  • The serenity prayer and how it seems to really calm me when I use it!
  • Matthew making coffee this morning and giving me a back rub to go with it!
  • Matthew our awareness with our relationship, our unconditional love for one another, our friendship, our amazing families, our desire to make the world a better place, our incredible daughters, our communication skills, our continued growth, our awareness, our ability to ask for what we want, our support for one another, our boundaries with one another, and I guess, well, just us! I love you babe!
  • Talking with my Grandma last night for over an hour!
  • Bella and seeing so much of me in her! Not sure if this is really a good thing or not, depends on her, I mean our, mood! ;)
  • Matthew for never giving up and always going for what he wants in his life, creating it, holding a clear vision, and going against all odds!
  • Going home to clean the house! I love the feeling afterwards of knowing it is done and "handled"!
  • The amazing weather!
  • Sitting on the porch last night in the silence reading Mam Gena in the perfect weather and listening to nature!
  • All of you amazing people I have been blessed with in my life!
  • Talking with Kathy, (Matt's mom), last night and loving how much both her and Dick, (his dad), love & support him. The gratitude she expresses to me for the simple things that I love to do anyhow, like love her amazing son!
  • Life
  • Love
  • Tears
  • Happiness
  • Friends
  • Family
  • God
  • All of you!
  • Much love to you all!

Resistance is about believing that you are vulnerable or susceptible to something not wanted and holding a stance of protection, which only holds you in a place of not letting in the Well-being that would be there otherwise. There is nothing big enough to protect you from unwanted things -- and there are no unwanted things big enough to get into your experience. ~Abraham Hicks

Monday, June 11, 2007

Love

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday of my life!
  • Remembering to just surrender over my control and trust that it things will be handled!
  • An amazing day yesterday at my grandparents house.
  • The love between my grandparents and having the chance to watch them re-confirm their love to one another at church during their 50th anniversary service.
  • Still having my grandparents in my life!
  • My Papa sending me home with 2 cases of homemade wine! Daddy Milton I am for sure saving some for you, I promise this time!
  • My Grandma making a ho-ho cake for me, my favorite & grandma's speciality!
  • A guest speaker at church who was so full of information, very interesting, and willing to teach others. Amazing amounts of new info and awareness received from a pastor who has struggled against his own country to become what he is today here in the U.S.
  • A GORGEOUS day at lakes yesterday, (Michigan & Crystal), with Bella, Matthew, & my Papa!
  • A nice talk on our ride home with Matthew about the speaker in church.
  • Matthew and his faith in God which makes it so much easier for us to turn to one another when we are feeling weak.
  • Shanan and her friendship
  • Class today and feeling amazing afterwards!
  • All of you and your awesomeness!
  • My incredible family!
  • Much Love!

Friday, June 8, 2007

Surrendering

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & everyday of my life!
  • Today being Friday!
  • Talking last night with Matthew on the front porch for hours and just really allowing us to support one another,
  • Allowing ourselves to feel!
  • Expressing our wants, needs, and gratitude with the other!
  • Bella and her innocence!
  • Matthew and his passion for growth!
  • Shanan and finally connecting briefly last night!
  • An ok better then yesterday day at work today
  • Awareness
  • Choosing to surrender the little things and focus on the large
  • Knowing that I do not have control over everything and that I can trust God who does to help me handle it!
  • All of you incredible people in my life!
  • Reading your lists!
  • Love
  • Happiness
  • All of you

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Thoughts!

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday of my life!
  • All of you amazing, wonderful , incredible, inspiring, blessings in my life! I love you all so much!
  • Reading emails & lists, getting to do mine, and yet another questionnaire to stay connected with so many incredible people in my life!
  • A message from Jeff M saying hello!
  • A nice HOT summer day and knowing that it will be cooler tomorrow!
  • More flowers to plant and look at!
  • Lillie's! I love them all!
  • Matthew and the love he gives to me daily!
  • My new Mama Gena books, I found one for $5 on the bargain rack! WOOOHOO!
  • Shanan and our emails that are becoming a daily routine!
  • Bella being in a good mood today!
  • Getting some things out with my Dad that have been bothering me for quite some time!
  • Class today and watching the interaction between many different types of relationships that have been together for over 5o years! Learning from them and loving their interactions with one another!
  • Talking with Matthew's mom today on my way to go pick him up, wishing her a Happy Birthday, her telling me how much she appreciated me calling her and loving Matthew, hearing about their vacation and just loving the connection.
  • Matthew offering to help me through a class so that I can skip the basic and go to the advanced!
  • Finding two quotes that I could not choose between to add to the bottom of my list and deciding to just do them both!
  • Thinking and expanding my awareness!
  • Things that keep me thinking and wondering throughout my days!
  • Options & Boundaries
  • Love
  • Happiness
  • Life
  • Friends
  • Family
  • All of you!
  • Much Love!

You can't do anything about the length of your life, but you can do something about its width and depth.
Evan Esar (1899 - 1995)


Pain (any pain--emotional, physical, mental) has a message. The information it has about our life can be remarkably specific, but it usually falls into one of two categories: "We would be more alive if we did more of this," and, "Life would be more lovely if we did less of that." Once we get the pain's message, and follow its advice, the pain goes away.
Peter McWilliams, Life 101

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Contentment

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday of my life!
  • All of you and the incredible blessings you are to me!
  • Laughing and talking on the phone last night with my mom & grandma!
  • Matthew being a huge gift and treasure in my life!
  • Bella and all that she is teaching me through love!
  • My friend Candy being back at work and knowing that I have someone who will always speak their mind right beside me!
  • Deciding to go buy roller blades and get back into shape at full speed!
  • Making a brief connection with Jeff M this morning! I miss you!
  • Shanan and our unexplainable connection to one another!
  • My incredible family!
  • Having time at work today to do my list and catch up on all of yours!
  • Matthew cleaning the house, doing the laundry, and writing me a love note yesterday all while I was at work!
  • The gratitude that Matthew and I feel for each other!
  • The opportunities I have been blessed with in my life!
  • Chatting with Barb last night for awhile!
  • Love
  • Happiness
  • Tears
  • Awareness
  • Check In's
  • Family
  • Friends
  • Boundaries
  • All of you!
  • Much love!

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Love

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & everyday in my life!
  • Deciding to stay home from everything yesterday and just spend the day with Matthew!
  • Getting A - LOT of yard work done yesterday with the perfect balance of "me" time and "us" time!
  • Laughing/playing/ & flirting with Matthew using the water hose while we were supposed to be "working" in the yard!
  • Seeing a huge difference and the two of us committing to having it done by the end of this month!
  • Spending Sunday with Matthew's family, loving, them ,feeling, 100% accepted & loved by them, and just relaxing with them. Connection!
  • Reading Michelle's list and being inspired and happy for her!
  • Feeling the unconditional love between Michelle & Craig for one another, knowing that it exists and that I may have found all that I have admired between them for so long!
  • Talking with my family last night over the phone for an hour!
  • Technology and how it allows us to all stay connected!
  • Matthew's girls and how close we are becoming!
  • His entire family and all of us lying around the family room watching movies Sunday evening after dinner, feeling overwhelmed happiness and contentment!
  • Watching movies & cuddling Sunday night more after we took his girls home and went home ourselves!
  • Matthew getting up this morning while I was getting ready and making coffee even though he did not have to be up at all this morning!
  • All of the little things that we appreciate the other one doing for us!
  • Our communication and connectedness!
  • Playing phone tag with Shanan yet knowing that we have a bond and are always thinking, supporting, loving, and missing each other!
  • Bella expressing how much she missed Matthew & I while she was at her dad's and that she loves us both.
  • My dad (Dana), expressing how he enjoys reading my lists while he is at work!
  • All of you and the amazing blessings you all are in my life!
  • Love you all!

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Perfect Relaxation & Time!

  • Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity in my life today & always!
  • Matthew trying to sneak in the bathroom this morning while I was in the shower to leave my coffee that he made for me on the counter!
  • A good dinner last night and relaxing afterwards with Matthew & the girls.
  • Taking my "me" time last night that I have promised Matthew & Shanan that I would do. Enjoying a glass of wine on the front porch during the perfect nighttime weather and reading some Louise Hay to center myself & do a check in. Amazing what all that can do!
  • Having lots of "me" time today while Bella is at her dad's, Matthew's at work, & his girls are at his parents!
  • Catching up on my list and all of yours during this time!
  • No kids tonight and "us" time!
  • Movies to watch together with all of us.
  • Lunch with Matthews mom, dad, & his girls!
  • Walking and spending some one on one time with his Dad in the flower garden and really connecting with him, usually this is the other way around Matthew is with his dad & I am with his mom!
  • Matthew's parents expressing today how happy they are that Matthew has found me and we are so happy & perfect for one another.
  • Them expressing their gratitude to me for loving & supporting Matthew in all of his decisions, helping him to see all sides of everything, and being there for him to lean on and celebrate with when needed!
  • Matthews mom allowing me to borrow her Wayne Dyer book when she is done with it!
  • Having an amazing man in my life who has an amazing family that is all so into personal growth & creating the lives they want!
  • Fabulous friends like all of you who have helped me to achieve & create the amazing life I want!
  • An incredible family who has supported, encouraged, loved, and joined me in creating the life that I want!
  • Emailing with Shanan yesterday at work and being able to find one more way to connect and support each other whenever we need it!
  • Synchronicity between Shanan and I and how we always seem to be thinking of the other at the exact same time!
  • Shanan!
  • Bella!
  • Matthew!
  • Ashley!
  • Emily!
  • Mom's!
  • Dad's!
  • Grandparent's!
  • Music!
  • Love!
  • Happiness!
  • Friendships!
  • Family!
  • You!
  • Much Love to you all!

Being in love is so good for you. Often when people are newly in love, things that have been bothering them for a long time get better. Something wonderful is calling the majority of their attention, so they're holding themselves in a better vibrational place, so the stuff they've been wanting all along can now zoom in. ~ Abraham Hicks