Honesty

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & always!
• Matthew & I having our first disagreement which allowed us to see how the other truly does react when feeling frustrated, afraid, unheard, disrespected, unloved, angry, and so on. I believe we truly are perfect for one another this insight was amazing and very good for us both, we have great communication skills and where able to work through it all no problems!
• The feeling of unconditional love from an amazing man like Matthew!
• Awareness on my behavior & patience level with Bella, asking for help & support and receiving it!
• Matthew carrying my books and everything else in this morning including all of his, my coworkers seeing it and commenting later when I went to work after class about how spoiled & loved I am, not to mention that they were jealous!
• Bella and I having a good day together today!
• Stopping by Alan's to handle a few things, chatting, catching, up, and being very grateful for our friendship with one another.
• Alan asking me to put together some time for Matthew, myself, & him to hang out!
• The amazing connections I have with the incredible people in my life!
• Text messages from Matthew just to let me know he is thinking of me and loves me more then anything in the world!
• Chatting and laughing with Shanan last night about rabbit fur loin clothes;)
• Mesa being so open to make us homemade rabbit loin clothes! (disclaimer: no rabbit were hurt in the making of this list!)
• My amazingly incredible family and all the gifts and blessings they are in my life!
• Shanan for being so loving, supportive, non-judgemental, aware, amazing, and everything else in my life including the very best soul sister one could ever ask for!
• A surprise letter and gift from Michelle JT which brought tears of gratitude to my eyes! Thank you girl I love you so much and am truly blessed to have someone like you in my life!
• Getting to do my list and catch up on emails.
• Laughing as I create my list and realizing how much better I feel then I have lately!
• Shanan for helping me to see why I have been different and helping me to get past it and feel the fear!
• School and being on the fastest track comfortable for me to succeed in my goals!
• An amazing boss who works with me in helping to achieve those goals as well!
• Lots of laughter at work today!
• My sister Jen having safe travels to and from N Carolina!
• A fun, full of laughs, very informative, lecture today in class!
• All of you and your awesomeness!
• Love you all!

Family

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & everyday!
• Text messages that make me smile!
• Meeting Shanan's new friends Martin!
• My family seeing Shanan as another daughter!
• The universe delivering Shanan & I so much time together!
• Enjoying a FANTASTIC holiday weekend with my sister, family, & friends!
• Lunch yesterday with Matthew, his parents, & DanaDo!
• Cooking out with my mom, dad, brother, sister, Matthew, Shanan, & Martin!
• Having an amazing time with my family last night!
• Not setting a time limit to leave and just trusting that it will all be great!
• Playing elementary games with Shanan in the yard, 3 legged races, wheel barrel races, leap frog, crab races, etc..you know us there is no limit to what we will come up with next;)
• Matthew & Martin joining us on the wheel barrel race even though I am sure they were both wondering what kind of drugs the two of us where on!
• Jumping on the trampoline with my sister & brother!
• Dirt bikes & four wheelers!
• My incredible family!
• How well Matthew & I connect, love, and support each others families!
• An amazing, open, & honest talk all the way home with Matthew!
• Bella and her contagious laughter!
• Bella and the things she thinks that will instantly make you laugh regardless of the situation!
• Trusting the universe!
• Family
• Friends
• Laughter
• Love
• Tears
• Honesty
• Openness
• You
• Gratitude
• Much Love to all!

Laughter, Love, & good times!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday!
• My sister Dana staying with Matthew, Bella, & I until Monday!
• A great time with family in celebration of my amazing Bella and her graduation of preschool!
• My mom & dad who have always put there differences aside for mine & my sisters sake!
• My amazing step parents and the gifts they are in my life!
• Bella being absolutely adorable and much better behaved lately!
• Spending time with my niece & nephew!
• Matthew giving all of my family a hug goodbye!
• Ashley & Emily for expressing how grateful they are for me to be with their dad!
• Matthew for being amazing, loving, & 100% supportive of me, the life I choose, & everyone in it!
• Matthew for loving me unconditionally!
• Matthew for getting up and cooking breakfast for Bella, Dana, & Myself!
• DanaDo and they way she always finds a way to make me laugh!
• DanaDo for being such an amazing, loving, and extremely patient aunt to Bella!
• My freakin over the top fantastic family! I love you all!
• Shanan and all of the incredable things she has brought, created, and given to my life including an amazing everlasting friendship! I love you chick!
• Laughter
• Water
• Love
• Good times
• Being able to create my life
• Choice
• All of you
• Much Love!

Awareness

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity in my life today & always!
• The universe delivering an extra $100 to me this morning on a prepaid card that I know was down to $5 a few months ago and has not had any money added to it since then! ;)
• Finding way's to "handle" things, bills, and money, working with the universe and trusting that its all been handled! (See above note for proof of trust:)
• Shanan's amazing insight and intuition into my life. For always bringing me to the attention of things that I am not yet aware of. Saving me a lot of time, stress, and exhaustion from it. Thank you girl!
• An amazinzingly perfect Tiger's game with Matthew, Shanan, Mesa, Christine, Dennis, Merritt, & Tyson! Perfect weather, perfect universe for delivering such amazing opportunities during it, perfect friends to share it with, and a perfect win!
• Getting to sit behind home plate and spend some time in the Champions Club at the game, seeing so many more sides to the park then my usual seat of the 3rd baseline!
• Saturday being full of friends, family, good times, pictures, and new memories!
• Lunch with Matthew's sister on our way to Detroit at The Rainforest Cafe!
• Ice Cream and playing in the park with my mom, dad, sister's, brother, niece, and nephew before going to the game.
• Shanan riding to the game with Matthew and I, directing us through the shortcuts and keeping me calm in traffic!
• The bon-fire at Shanan's afterwards filled with lots of laughter, music, good times, & friends!
• Shanan being the perfect hostess!
• Mesa & Christine for being the perfect and understanding roommates!
• Breakfast with everyone at Big Boys! More laughter!
• Lying in bed with Matthew, Shanan, Dennis, Christine, & Myself! Mesa laughing and making fun of us all!
• Shanan for reminding me how luck I am to have Matthew in my life!
• Shanan & Matthew for reminding me to just "be in the moment" and not stress over Dwain's behavior.
• A ride down to pick up Bella with my Dad. Us chatting and bonding like we have not done in a very long time.
• My dad telling me how much he likes Matthew and how he sees us being a perfect fit for each other. This made me feel really well I usually have to ask for my dad's opinions so I loved him just sharing and putting it out there!
• Me time and finding ways to make it happen without sacrificing the things and people that I love!
• Doing my list and having so much to be grateful for!
• All of you amazing people in my life!
• Leo's lists and loving the amazing father he is to his kids! Healing my wounded little girl through them!
• Michelle for posting pictures up from camp!
• Bella calling to just say she loves me!
• Family
• Friends
• Laughter
• Tears
• Feelings
• Boundaries
• Awareness
• Love
• Happiness
• All of you!
• Much Love to all!

Hey!! There's not been a single day in your life when you've been anything but magnificent. Give this to yourself.
Every day you move mountains, touch lives, and perform miracles. Every day you're a success, a hero, an example. And every day you change the world...
~The Universe

Surrendering!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & always!
• Re-connecting with Leo's lists!
• All of your lists and glogs!
• My SOC exam today, not being aware of it until late last night, surrendering to the universe and believing that I am full prepared and that it will all be handled!
• Feeling like I scored well on my exam!
• The feeling of surrendering anything to large for me to handle to the universe and knowing that it will be handled perfectly!
• Feeling great yesterday and today after kickboxing class, knowing that my body is adjusting well to the workout and will benefit in huge ways!
• Shanan, I am missing you! Call me tonight when you get off work, I work until 4:15pm.
• Kari recovering well! We need you and your brain to much for anything less then a full recovery:)!
• Michelle realizing how awesome she is and how many lives she changes!
• Bella's sense of humor and "adult" way's of thinking and speaking whats on her mind! (I have no idea where she get's these things from;)
• Matt and I both having yesterday free after 2:30pm, being able to spend time with all 3 of the girls, and getting a lot of stuff done & handled!
• Matt for sweeping & moping the kitchen floor, taking, care of the girls, and allowing me to nap and take care of me.
• Catching up on my sleep finally from camp and feeling 100% better today!
• Doing my glog today and realizing how better I feel when doing so!
• Letters of recommendation for the Honor's Program and reading all of the compliments I received from co-workers and professors!
• Knowing that I am valued by many!
• Friends who are willing to take notes for me in class when I am unable to be there!
• Being able to do the same for friends!
• Friends & I not needing the same days off from class so that we are never screwed;)
• Resources that are available!
• Boundaries
• Awareness
• Love, unconditional!
• Friends
• Family
• God
• Laughter
• Tears
• Feelings
• All of you!
• Much Love to all!

Good judgement comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgement. ~Unknown

Life, Love, & Happiness!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday!
• An amazing, awesome, fun-filled, inspiring, kick-ass, rockin, grateful, fabulous, beautiful, perfect, eye-opening, friend-filled, balanced, perfect, wonderful, over the freaking top, incredible, magnificent, divine, Goddess enriched, enlighten, enriching, and so many more words to describe weekend with all that I love!
• Amy's and Steph's perfect t-shirts! Thank you you both freakin rock!
• An all of the above describing words road trip with my favorite betch's of all time Shanan & Mesa!
• Learning that I too have a stunt woman inside of me!
• Being 100% capable of pitching the perfect campsite with 2 other woman!
• All that we had this weekend and knowing that we are all incredibly powerful woman!
• Shanan driving home!
• A "trickling" shower!
• Michelle's mom!
• All of the amazing new woman I met!
• "Tour Guiding" with my good friend Amy!
• Having a good friend Amy!
• Vicki White being there and choosing to be a part of her team!
• Kari's insights and coffee!
• The food, incredible!
• Michelle adding to her list of incredible things she can do like painting skills!
• Laughing with Michelle after she tried to play glow-in the dark Frisbee after just a few glasses of wine! ;)
• Loving the perfect balance of time I was blessed with to share with all of the incredible woman in my life!
• Playing the 3 little bears only with 2 Goldilocks's with Shanan trying out Momma Mirons & Carol's camping beds!
• Deciding that we should bring more to sleep on and cover with next time then just yoga mats and sleeping bags!
• Seeing nature at its finest! Snake eating frogs and all!
• Shanan & I chatting the whole way home and showing our serious sides, shhhhh.....this is to be shared with no one that we actually have a serious side ;)!
• Gorgeous pictures that I will email Michelle tonight to post to the glog!
• Arriving home rather early, enjoying dessert with Matt and his parents before going home to visit with mine!
• Meeting up with my mom & dad on the our ways home to chat and see her for mothers day!
• Bella having a good time with my family while I was gone!
• Lunch with my mom on Friday before I left!
• Being home and appreciating all that I have!
• My hot Momma getting a glog! WOOOOHOOO!!!!
• My sister Dana staying with Matt and I for Memorial weekend!
• Shanan's voice mail last night, sorry I missed your call, I truly enjoyed the message though it is going into the "feel-good, make you smile" file:)! Love ya babe!
• Matthew and the connection we share!
• DanaDo calling to tell me hi & she loves me!
• Bella's awesomeness!
• Boundaries
• Love
• Friends
• Family
• Happiness
• All of you! Much Love!

Friendship make prosperity more shining and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.
Cicero

Being "that" ;)

• Abundance if Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and always in my life!
• Laughing with Matt this morning the whole drive to school about how we are "that" couple, talking about "that" family, "that" life, and "that" kid! You all know what I am talking about those ones that nobody believes can be "that" happy or "that" in love with themselves, each other, and life! Think about it I promise you it will bring a smile to your face when you realize how people are often jealous of just "that"!
• My just-because flowers from Matt that remind me just how lucky I am every time I look at them!
• My amazingly gorgeous pic of Bella & I that I just adore & love! It truly brings a smile to my face every time!
• My incredible Bella and how she just brings so much joy into my life!
• Gratitude!
• Chatting with Michelle JT this morning on my way in and reminding her to release it and trust that "its handled"!
• Having time before work to do my glog!
• Amy's glog and how much she make me laugh out loud every time I read it!
• My over the freakin top amazing family and friends!
• God!
• Talking with my mom last night for awhile while I waited for Matthew to get off work!
• John Mayer CD's!
• "Handling" a lot yesterday!
• Relaxing and taking time for me yesterday!
• Matt's parents and how much they love & support him, how truly amazing they are, and how they help me to see that I truly have it all!
• Watching The Secret last night with Matt, him loving it, calling his mom first thing this morning to tell her that her and his dad need to see it asap!
• Loving that I have found someone who is so into the same things I am!
• Passion
• Unconditional Love
• Family
• Friends
• Music
• Laughter
• Awareness
• Hugs
• Kisses
• All of you!
• Much Love!

Man is the only animal that laughs and weeps, for he is the only animal that is struck with the difference between what things are and what they ought to be. - William Hazlitt

All you need is love, love, love, love is all you need!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & always!
• 2 hours of kickboxing, my body feeling like jello, but loving the fact that I will be in shape quick!
• A day off of work today!
• Getting the journals handled for camp!
• Getting my study guides for Sociology printed today!
• Taking a light load for spring & summer yet enough to keep me on track!
• Matt wanting to see the Secret and me finding it at the video store, renting it, and watching it tonight!
• Talks & snuggles with Matt at night!
• Matt and the closeness, love, support, & friendship we share with one another!
• Enjoying our crazy hectic mornings when I stay over, there are so many showers, drop offs to school, and lunches to be made that the adrenaline starts going REALLY early!
• Camp being 2 days away!
• Chatting with Shanan briefly this morning and both of us being flexible with time on Friday!
• Looking forward to a kick ass ride down to camp with my favorite betch's Shanan & Mesa!
• Bella and her awesomeness!
• Knowing that I am spending a weekend filled with Goddesses, inspiration, love, life, laughter, and endless amounts of fun!
• Doing my glog and realizing how much I miss it when I don't get the time to do it!
• Laughing at Bella and my sister Jen tease one another!
• My amazing family!
• Talks with my Grandma & Pa!
• My mommy who calls just to say "I love you!" Guess what mama? I LOVE YOU TOO! XOXOXO
• Church last Sunday with Pastor, Mary, Memms, John, Elijah, Matthew, & Bella!
• Dessert with Pastor, Memms, John, Elijah, Matthew, Bella, and Bob after church!
• Getting info on becoming involved with missionaries.
• Matthew & I committing to church every Sunday together, deciding to rotate weeks one here and one in Flint with Pastor & his family!
• Pastor and Mary telling me how much Bella & I mean to them, how much they love us, and how much they enjoy us continuing to be a part of their lives!
• Matt being so open and understanding to my unusual friendships with people I consider my family!
• Sushi!
• Being "Hot Shit" & knowing it!
• The joys of being a woman! Pedicures, hair cuts-colors-& styles, fun-flirty dresses, men, fellow goddesses, and so many more!
• Music!
• Laughter!
• Love!
• Tears!
• Happiness!
• TUT!
• Connections!
• The Universe!
• God!
• Blessings!
• Family!
• Friends!
• All of you!
• Much Love!

To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others.
Anne-Sophie Swetchine

A new Leaf!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today & always!
• Shanan, enough said!
• Womyn's camp! I am sooooo excited!
• All of the amazing Goddesses I am blessed with in my life!
• Dinner last night with Matt and Candy, cards afterwards with Bennie joining us as well!
• Great friends and good time!
• Matt and I committing to a date night once a week!
• Matt and I supporting each other in not drinking and partying at the bars anymore, we have agreed to a glass of wine at home once in awhile but no more then that!
• Feeling great about our decision and knowing that it is healthy for not only us but the girls as well!
• So many glogs and lists to read!
• Chatting with some inspiring friends of the family last night and deciding to join them in church this evening!
• Matt & I deciding to commit to church every Sunday as well! Him being ok with going to our church because we are more involved in ours and it is Bella's school!
• Classes starting again tomorrow!
• Lunch yesterday with my Aunt, cousin, Bella, & Matt!
• Feeling so blessed with my life and all that I have in it!
• The course in June and being soooooo excited to have so many of those I love choosing to be a part of it!
• Matt asking me to teach him more about "it's been handled" and manifesting/creating the life you want!
• Bella giggling so contagiously last night while playing with the dog you couldn't help but laugh yourself! It's moments like that that remind me why I am a mom!
• Bella and how awesome she is and becoming with each passing day!
• Having Matt in my life and knowing that we are connected on so many amazing levels that it can only lead to the best!
• Alan for still being a part of mine & Bella's life!
• Amazing friends & family who are always there for me when I need them!
• Having so much to be grateful for!
• Gorgeous weather!
• Awareness
• Boundaries
• Asking for what I want and getting it!
• Laughter
• Happiness
• Love
• All of you!
• Much love to you all!

Today, no matter where I'm going and no matter what I am doing, it is my dominant intent to see that which I am wanting to see. ~ Abraham Hicks

Simplicity!

• Abundance of Faith, Hope, Love, & Prosperity today and everyday!
• An AMAZING weekend filled with, tears, love, happiness, joy, laughter, friends, family, and so much more!
• Shanan! Can't say enough about this girl! I LOVED playing all weekend with you like two little girls who couldn't get enough of their very best friend! Just know that that is exactly what you are to me, I love you!
• Michelle J-T and her inner Goddess that inspires mine every time I am blessed to spend time with her!
• Dean and Craig for being amazing, inspiring, and fantastic, leaders, friends, and men!
• Bonding with Dean and getting to know him more over the weekend!
• Having my family there and knowing that we are creating a ripple effect amongst all of us!
• My brother signing up for the June course!
• Matthew committing to me to do the June course and asking me all about it!
• My family signing up to assist and be there for him!
• So many birthdays happening on the next course and sharing them with two amazing men in my life! Mine, Milt's, & Dean's!
• Milt & Mary Ellen a.k.a Mama & Papa! Who are nothing short of the very best to me! Deciding to add them to my list of recipients and not knowing why this did not come to me sooner!
• Taking Monday off work and choosing to spend it getting pedicure's with my mom, seeing my chiropractor, and spending time with Mama & Papa before coming home!
• Matthew and his love for Bella & I!
• Chatting with my Beautiful & Sexy Grandma & Pa on my way home Monday!
• Laughing on the phone with them the whole way and missing them yet still feeling the connection!
• Chatting with Leo and him making a commitment to his list again!
• Scheduling pedicures with Shanan, Mesa, & hopefully Christine for Sunday to celebrate Shanan's birthday! I love that you are sooooo much older then me! ;) I love you!
• Seeing so many friends and family at the center and loving that feeling!
• Shanan meeting Matt and loving him like I knew she would!
• Kari for manifesting a heterosexual hunk, equal partner, & piece of eye candy for me!
• Spending some one on one time with the Amazing ever so Wonderful Jim Hosler on Sunday at his house!
• All of the blessings God has filled my life with!
• God
• Tears
• Love
• Happiness
• Laughter
• You
• Much Love to all!